Chapter 38: Frequent rejection
Charmaine Qiu frequently showed her good feelings for Dean Lan, and when she saw Dean Lan in the evening at Lan’s house, she immediately brought up the soup she had made for him.
“You’ve been out all day today, and it’s been hard, or else it’s good to drink it? I made it myself …,” Charmaine Qiu said, “I feel like I’m not myself anymore when I like someone.
Dean Lan did not appreciate shaking his head and said indifferently: “I do not want to drink the soup, do not need to do these things in the future.”
Charmaine Qiu did not give Charmaine Qiu a chance to turn his head and left. Charmaine Qiu felt very sad in his heart: even if you don’t like me now why can’t you try to accept me and be with me?
Charmaine Qiu lowered her head and felt very sad. At night, she went to Dean Lan’s room and helped him to arrange his clothes while Dean Lan was taking a bath.
When he came out and saw Charmaine Qiu helping himself to tidy up the room, his whole face was dark.
“From now on, don’t come into my room without my permission! Got it?” The cold voice, without a trace of emotion, looked at her.
“Why? I’m just kindly helping you to tidy up can you appreciate a little bit, don’t be so cold to me.” Charmaine Qiu’s heart was filled with loss.
“I’m sorry … well, you quickly go out, I want to rest, I have told you, you and I can not be between.”
Dean Lan can only coldly drop this sentence and ignore her, Charmaine Qiu sulking.
She called Sansa Ran to complain, “What are you doing now? I’m bored, something bad has happened and I can’t do anything about it!”
Sansa Ran asked curiously, “What’s wrong with you? Nothing. I am free now, you can tell me anything.”
Charmaine Qiu’s tone was deeply sad: “I have liked someone for so many years, I especially like him, for him, I can even ignore my dignity, but no matter what I do he just does not like me.”
Sansa Ran probably understood, and then comforted her: “Why do you need to love him alone, I am quite curious what kind of person will make you fall in love.”
“I feel that he is the best person although he usually has a blank face, as if he is not smiling, let people do not approach the look, but I understand him, but he is just not willing to try to accept me, no matter how I am good to him, he is reluctant to pay attention.”
Charmaine Qiu’s eyes began to moisten as she spoke, feeling so helpless and sad.
Sansa Ran comforted Charmaine Qiu: “Don’t cry, otherwise you don’t look like the Charmaine Qiu I know, I have a way to help you chase someone. I don’t believe he has a heart of steel.”
Sansa Ran didn’t know who she liked, and helped her out as a friend.
“What’s the solution?” Charmaine Qiu asked curiously.
“What can I do? Of course it’s to throw in the towel, find what he likes, or ask to find a way to get it out, what kind of person he likes, you try to change a little bit, but of course to subtle change …”
Sansa Ran said these ways to make her suddenly feel: “You are not particularly experienced ah, said so professional.”Material © NôvelDrama.Org.
Charmaine Qiu did not hold back for a moment and said what was on her mind.
“You still damage me, I am not for you to come up with ideas? What am I saying here, life summary, it’s a gift, you don’t understand, you don’t need experience.” Sansa Ran said narcissistically.
“What a great talent, I still need you to help me more with my love general counsel!” Charmaine Qiu suddenly felt quite good to be such a friend.
Sansa Ran also felt especially admired: “That’s for sure, no need to admire me too much, well, anyway, don’t feel bad, just talk to me if you have any problems in the future.”
The two then kept talking non-stop …
Charmaine Qiu decided to do what Sansa Ran had done, throwing herself at Dean Lan, and Charmaine Qiu snuck into his room to see what colors he liked.
While he was eating, he kept watching which dishes he liked to eat and then silently wrote them down.
Bought a dress for him, just like the kind of style and color he likes.
The first thing you need to do is to leave a note to him, or he won’t know who sent it, but he won’t agree to let me into his room, I don’t leave a note, what if he loses it?
When Dean Lan came back at night, she saw a piece of clothing on her bed.
He called Charmaine Qiu in and asked her with an iceberg face, “Did you put this dress in my room, I told you not to enter my room, why did you come in again?”
“No, when I came into your room earlier, I felt that you would like this color, and I didn’t know what to do for you, so I bought this outfit according to your style.”
Charmaine Qiu lowered her head a little in embarrassment and frowned, she didn’t expect Dean Lan to react so much in her heart.
“I don’t care how you are, I won’t react if someone I don’t like does something I like to me, you don’t need to do so much more.”
As soon as Dean Lan said this, Charmaine Qiu felt very sad.
“Why do you always have to reject me?” Charmaine Qiu was filled with disbelief and pain.
“I don’t need you to do so much for me, I’ve made it very clear. If you want to stay in my house, you can stay here, but stay away from me.”
Instead of bringing them closer together, she made Dean Lan even more disgusted with her.
Charmaine Qiu looked at Dean Lan and threw the suit into the trash: “I’m trying so hard to be close to you, why can’t you just be a little bit and treat me well?”
“I’m sorry, I can’t accept your body, no way to take responsibility for you for the rest of my life, the person I like is not you, that’s why I treat you like this, haven’t you been hurt enough?”
Dean Lan’s cold face appeared a trace of difficulty, he also did not want to do this to Charmaine Qiu’s, he can be friends with her, but really can not go further.
“Okay, I get it, I know you’re going to hurt me badly, you’re doing all this to me in hopes that I’ll stop having illusions about you, but that illusion has been there for years! I can’t do it and let go so quickly.”
Charmaine Qiu wanted to say all that was in her heart.
“Time will erase all this. Maybe one day you will feel that this maybe is not love for me? You are a good girl, I don’t want to do this to you.”
Dean Lan pulled her seriously, Charmaine Qiu did not know what to say wiped away the tears that had slipped from the corner of her eyes at some point with her hand and ran out …