Chapter 39 Being Needed
She was at his place the next morning, he looked like he hadn’t slept at all.
“Ian, oh my…” she greeted him the moment he opened the door for her. She was driven to his house by Danny who was giving him the same worried look as Blair.
“Dude are you okay? Blair, maybe I should stay around? he’s not looking good at all.”
“Blair…” he hugged her as if his life depends on her.
“I got him, Danny. Thank you for the ride.”
“Are you sure?” her childhood best friend asked still concerned looking at Ian.
But Blair gave him another firm answer and Danny finally nodded and get back into his truck and leave her with Ian after he told her that he would call and check in on her in a couple of hours before he gets back to the suburbs.
Blair guided Ian to the couch and told him that she was going to prepare breakfast for him, but he stopped and kissed her deeply.Copyright Nôv/el/Dra/ma.Org.
“Now that you’re here would you just lay with me? I’m not hungry. I’m just tired.”
Ian had been tossing and turning all night and he couldn’t get any sleep. All he could see was Garcia’s hand that was about to slit her neck and her words echoing in his mind over and over again, telling him that he was the reason.
He knows he was not to blame it was a textbook case, but all words get blurry once it was Kimmy who was holding the knife to her neck. He had known her as a very tough independent woman. And according to her, Ian had made her stoop to that level.
“It’s not your fault you know that right?”
Last night Ian had told her everything and she had convinced him that he was not at fault.
“I think so, but I’m not sure anymore. You don’t know her.”
It hurt Blair when he said that, but she tried to be patient thinking that he hadn’t slept all night and his mind was not thinking straight.
“But baby, for the shortest time that I know you, you’re far from the person that she said you were. You didn’t hurt me, I’m stronger because of you.” She took his hand and walked with him to his bedroom thinking maybe he’d think better after getting a good rest.
“But what if I change you years to come?”
She didn’t even try to reply to him when she pushed him down to the bed and started kissing him. He groaned and that was when she saw him break when he flipped her and was on top of her in seconds.
“I’m not sure I’m good for you Blair.”
“Show me… I trust you with my life, Ian.”
She could feel the heat of his gaze, both of his hands rest on her waist and roughly strip her top off. Her nude lacy bra was perfectly displaying the pale skin of her supple breasts. His rough sexy lips latched onto her pink nipples as he lowered down her bra, his short stubble graze her sensitive perk nipples.
“Tell me to stop baby.”
“Show me…” she moaned to his roughness. He has always treated her delicately and she has always wondered if he had another side and if he did, could she handle him.
He grunted when she was giving him the green light. He got out of the bed and stripped his clothes off, she was feasting herself on his glorious chiseled naked body. But his eyes were wild with desire when he took off the rest of her clothing and she was naked with patches of pink marks from his rough kisses. Then her needs were shown when he spread her thighs roughly and saw the evident wetness from her desire.
“You deserved to be treated delicately, my love.” He whispered on top of her, kissing and sucking on her neck while he holds her body down possessively. She was moaning to his rough sexy play and begging him for more.
“More… let me feel your anxiety, show me what you’re capable of.” Her hand reached down to stroke his hard dick. He groaned and crashed his lips to her and thrust hard inside her, taking both of her legs to his chest pushing her down, and forcing him to go deeper. He was fucking her hard and fast then kissing her roughly.
His needs for her were evident and she was accommodating him and letting him use her body to his wants. He was fucking her sideways when she climaxes hard and he hugged her tightly in his arms saying that he loves her.
“More Ian!” she didn’t hesitate knowing that he was still hard inside her and she was wanting to show him that she could be strong for him and that she would not break so easily.
“Fuck baby, you… got to tell me to stop…” his deep sexy voice trailed to Blair’s ear while he was kissing her back and laying her flat to her front while he slides back inside her. She moaned when he put a pillow under her waist and push himself deeper inside her.
His teeth sink into the crook of her neck while he thrust himself inside her sensually slow making Blair plead for more. He couldn’t take it anymore when he squeezes her ass and hold her still while he picks up the pace and pounded her faster and relentlessly, then within minutes, Ian felt that he was about to burst.
She could feel him twitched inside her and she was telling him to give her more. He cursed and gave in to her wants, he could see her ass cheeks were getting pink from his hold on her and she was moaning his name louder. The rough play was surprisingly making her clench him tighter, her wetness was leaking and making him harder than ever before. They were both taken higher to ecstasy until they both climax seconds apart.
He slumped on top of her back for seconds while he was pumping himself inside her. She was welcoming his weight and liked how he possessively hugged her with his body and fill her with his cum. She could feel it trail to the inside of her thighs.
His forearms hold his weight as he pumped himself lazily for a couple of more times until he slowly pulled out.
“I love you, thank you, baby.” He rests on his pillow and pulled her into his arms and dozed off seconds later. She smiled and kissed his chest. She was satisfied looking at his smaller size bandage that was still intact from their vigorous activity.
Then she scooted out of his bed minutes later. She decided to clean herself up, She was smiling when she saw his love bites all over her back. She never knew that she would be happy seeing her body marked by anyone after Benjamin.
She continues getting dressed and make him a meal for when he wakes up. Then quickly text Danny telling him that everything is good, that she had made Ian go to sleep and he was resting.
Blair never thought that he would need her as much as she just witnessed. She thought that he exaggerated his word when they talked on the phone last night. But he was telling her the truth, and she hated Garcia for making him doubt himself.