Chapter 39 – He really looks like Jake!
With her clear, watery eyes widened, Nicole speaks coldly, “Is it funny to bully a girl like this, Mr. George, the big president? Do you believe I would tip you off to a gossip magazine?”
“Ha ha ha…” A deep laugh rings over Nicole’s head. Kevin scoffs and says, “I can be very responsive to tell you that in Y City, no magazine dares to publish my gossip!”
Nicole tries to escape but her feet are like trees with roots and she can’t move. Her mind is in a fierce struggle. If she stays, it means she accepts all the unreasonable demands of this sick man!
Escape? No, no!
If she runs away, what would happen to her Dad? What about my mother and my sister? Her family will fall apart!
Thinking about this, Nicole has the courage.
She raises her head firmly and smiles slightly at Kevin.
“President George, what are your terms?”
“Be my mistress till I am tired of you!” Kevin’s eyes do not even look at her, but look out the window.
“You! You are a psycho!” Nicole is going to turn around and leave.
“I will find the best hospital and the best doctor for your father. And I will make sure he will get well.” The man’s deep voice rings behind her.
Nicole stops and she hesitates. A scoundrel she hated so much wants her to be his secret lover. She would just slap him. But she hesitates.
His offer was too tempting. Dad’s illness is really because they have no money to cure it all the time. If she could find a top-class hospital where the best doctors operate on him, Dad would be fine. But the price of Dad’s recovery is selling her out! Sell her to an animal!
“Figured out?” Kevin stares at her stiff back and smiles. Women, they are all goods on the shelf. Nicole is not an exception.
Nicole, who stares at the palm of his hand in front of her, wants to scold him back. But she does not push him away. It is 4:50 pm, and she has ten minutes left to think about it.
Does she really have another choice?
She lost her right to choose when her father’s business went bankrupt and she had to walk home from a dozen stops after working to save two dollars.
Dignity? What is dignity as her Dad is in bed? Once father was high spirits but now he only left a body, lying on the bed, unable to talk or move. What is the difference between him and a dead one?
Dignity is worth nothing in front of harsh life. In order to cure her father, to sell her own body, which is no longer pure, is not a loss! Her innocence was already destroyed at night by that unknown man.
What is the difference between losing her body once and ten times?
Nicole suddenly remembers Jake’s elegant face. And she feels a dull pain in her heart. Jake, once suddenly appeared like a god from heaven when the off-campus punks made a move on her. He was a polite person and he protected her. She still hopes that he will come back and love her again.
But now, she needs to agree to this offer.
“Deal…” She softly said.
Nicole’s eyes suddenly blurry. Tears that she holds for a long time finally fall at the moment. A heavy drop of tear, which slips in her mouth, tastes unusually bitter.
Intense heartache accompanied with tears comes up and is crushed by Nicole with her lip bitten!
“What, being my mistress makes you so miserable?” Kevin feels uncomfortable, his pair of bushy handsome eyebrows wrinkles tightly.
Nicole bites her lip and does not want to talk to him. Now her heart is in such a mess thatshe has no mind to say anything to him.
Seeing Nicole standing there in a blank, Kevin steps to a table, opens a drawer, takes out a delicate phone and shoves it into Nicole’s hand.
Nicole is shocked and subconsciously struggles, when Kevin handed her a brand new cellphone.
“What are you doing?” Nicole frowns and says, “I have a phone. Take it back!” Nicole hands Kevin that phone.
“You should have thrown that stupid phone away!” Kevin walks over to the swivel chair. His tall, proud figure shows the most elegant lines and stretches out. “This phone has a GPS automatic location system. Wherever you go, I can locate you on my phone. So you have to take it.”
Nicole is a little angry. What is the difference between that and restraining her? She has decided to sell herself to him, but she is still a free woman, okay? What right does he have to forbid her?
Nicole, with a cold face, slams the phone on the table. She stares at Kevin with hatred in her pair of cold big eyes.
“So you don’t want to keep in touch with me? So many women want it but they can’t get it! Why are you so sentimental?” Kevin frowns, being slightly angered by Nicole’s “indiscretion”.
“When you go to bed at night, tie a fetter on your bed and your wrist then you will feel what I am feeling now and see if it is comfortable.” Nicole blushes with anger and says.
Kevin raises his eyebrows and is about to say something. Nicole turns and walks toward the door.
Her slender waist is suddenly clamped down and a cold wind brushes her cheek. Then a strong sense of suffocation rises.
Nicole bounces back, she does not expect her body cannot grasp the balance and suddenly hits the next bookshelf.
It is an open bookshelf crammed with books. Nicole’s body hits the bookshelf and several books fall off. A photograph floats out of a scattered page.
It is a yellowing old picture of a beautiful young girl.
“Stop!” Kevin picks up the photo, and clips it back into the book pages. There seemed to be some sadness and anger in his eyes.
Nicole wants to ask who the girl in the photo is. But Kevin does not give her a chance to ask. He just lifts her up in the air!
“What are you doing? Get off me!” Nicole suddenly realized the vaguenessof the gesture and began to struggle.
“What, you forget what we just agreed?” Kevin pulls an evil smile from his mouth.
It comes in the end.
Staring at Kevin with coldness, Nicole straightens herself and says, “Don’t touch me! I will walk by myself!”
“Are you afraid?” Kevin makes a provocative remark. He does not know why this young girl has aroused all his desires. He has had a variety of women but he had never been so nervous like today.
Kevin’s words inspired Nicole. Since it was decided, just do it! Come on, Nicole, you just treat it as a dream. When you wake up, you are still that clean, pure and good girl.
She takes a deep breath again, she reaches out and slowly unbuttons her dress.
Kevin’s burning eyes are fixed on Nicole. He feels his mouth and tongue dry.
She is so close to him, with her pink face, her eyes are closed tightly. He sees her fear.
“Scared? My chilli girl?” he gets close to her, breathes and says.
Some of the hot air sprays on her ear, which makes her shudder. He kisses her ear and goes down to her neck, while touching her breast.Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.
She feels dizzy…
All of a sudden, Jake’s face suddenly appears in her mind.
A deep tingling makes Nicole whisper, “Jake…”
Her heartache is overwhelming and tears stream down. This man in front of her… he really looks like Jake!
Kevin’s movements suddenly stop! With his deep eyes fixed on her tearful eyes, he squeezes Nicole’s tiny jaw, “What were you whispering about?”
Nicole opens her tear-soaked eyes and stares at Kevin. Seeing the ineffable pain and pallor in her eyes, in a split second, Kevin knows everything.
There is another man who lives in her heart!
A violent outburst of anger spread through Kevin’s body. He would never allow his woman to think about other men!
Who the hell is that man?!
Kevin’s furious eyes are almost burning and become red.
“Nicole, you are my woman! I will not allow you to think of another man. Never!”
As the fiery lips freeze, Kevin’s angry thin lips rudely cover Nicole’s soft skin.
Nicole instinctively tries to resist. But her hands are clenched by Kevin’s hardy palm and pressed over her head. Her entire body is crushing on the grand piano!
Nicole shut her eyes with resignation in the dark chaos. Pain! The intense pain makes Nicole tremble all over! The painful memories of that night bring back to her memories, before a few days and in the darkroom.
His invasion let that terrible nightmare haunt her mind again. Nicole’s tears rolled down her face.
The man on her body suddenly stops his action. He grabs Nicole’s hair, stares at her with dark eyes and says, “Say it! Who are you thinking?”
Nicole raises her eyes in pain and she remembers everything that night. The way he kisses, the way his touch and the scent of that man. Her white face is flushed, “Is that you? The man at the hotel… It was you, right?”
Kevin smiles secretly, “Now, you know!”
Nicole struggles and pushes him harder to escape from his embrace. “Let me go!”
The man’s dirty eyes were even angrier, he grabbed her arm and his big palm jerked her jaw, “Where are you going, huh!”
Nicole is stunned. This is not really her first time. Her virginity was madly plundered by this demon that night!
This man should be the guy who took her for the first time! Kevin suddenly feels that somewhere in his heart is getting sore. But he put forth his strength to f**k her! He can’t control himself now, because the curse is attacking his body now. His whole body was feeling hot and his eyes turned red. He really needs to do it… he has no time to argue.
He immediately took off his clothes and took off her clothes too. He kisses her violently as his hands move all over her body. He was feeling so damn hot and his chest was in pain, he moved fast and slid his very own inside her body.
Nicole bites her lip hard as if it is the only source of strength she could draw. Kevin was so strong as it was never ending, as he was deeply move inside her.
With the strong ups and downs of the body, the piano is crushed out of confusion. Sounds of percussion mixed with sharp or deep music impact heavily on her heart!
She becomes a cheap woman who betrays herself at last. She did the most contemptible, loathsome thing in her life!
Nicole tries to ignore the tingling of her body. Now that she has chosen to sell herself out, she does not regret it. This is the real world and there is no going back.
Even if she was trampled on in the uniform of a waitress, even if her back would be sore from three jobs, as long as she thinks of his smile, she would feel a little sweet in all the suffering.
But now she is no longer entitled to that smile. This step is the cut of heaven and the abyss of eternal doom.
From then on, she can never look back.
“Jake… I am sorry…”